Janice quietly sees herself as a cleaner. She takes pride in her work, and she while she does quite a bit more than just clean for her clients, she contents herself with the knowledge that she does her best. As she does, however, she also quietly collects the stories of the clients she serves, getting to know who they are, what they’ve lived through, and seeing not only who they project themselves to the world but who they are on the inside. When one of her clients asks her to add on her mother-in-law, an elderly but feisty woman with a store of her own stories to share, she ends up opening up the world for Janice in a way she would never have expected.
I found this to be a surprisingly beautiful novel. The multiple layers of stories, the many colorful characters, each with their own quirky tale, add so much without confusing the underlying plot in the least. And while there is true affection that develops between Janice and Mrs. B, the elderly mother-in-law, for example, it is the furthest thing from saccharine-sweet. They are alternatingly vulnerable and deeply sarcastic with each other and you never know if they will be hiding from each other their tears or their smirks. Likewise, the relationship that develops between Janice and her crush, the “geography professor” bus driver. While it develops in fits and starts and you’re never sure if Janice will allow herself the happiness you’re sure she’ll find with him, you root for it with all your heart, because you feel the warmth there. It radiates from the page.
Underlying the story here is how guilt can plague us, hold us back, allow us to punish ourselves indefinitely. So many of us cannot bring ourselves to forgive ourselves for our past, for something we’ve done, for something perhaps even out of our control. Not forgiving ourselves – just as not forgiving others – can be toxic. It is something we have to let go. It is hard to do – sometimes it’s the hardest thing to overcome. But it can be liberating as well, when you come out the other side of it. That is the message here. Something we can all probably use in this moment of division and difficulty even with civil discourse.
Maybe this novel is not quite to the level of a MUST READ, but it’s pretty darn close! You’ll definitely love Janice as she shares all of her stories with you!
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