Same As it Ever Was by Claire Lombardo

Julia has found an equilibrium with her life as it is now. Yes, her daughter treats her with disdain, but isn’t that how every adolescent treats their mother? And while her son is always sweet to her, he has been somewhat distant lately. But at least, she and Mark, her husband, are still together, having survived their “rough patch” (definitely an understatement) so many years ago. And just as she thinks she’s in the clear, she runs into Helen – yes, Helen, the woman who symbolizes that most challenging period for Julia all those years ago.

This novel had a solid premise, excellent character development, and even good writing, but I believe was just too repetitive, too long. We understand that Julia had been traumatized by her childhood, with her mother having been harsh, cold, even emotionally abusive, leading to her having no self-esteem, no ability to trust anyone. When her husband, Mark, showed her kindness, she had trouble believing she deserved it. It was no surprise therefore, that when she met Helen, an older woman who showed her almost maternal warmth and friendship, Julia attached herself to her immediately. But I felt that the author might have spared some detail – that we did not need to hear about every encounter (which was repetitive). Moreover, there was not really a crescendo to the story. There was a crisis, yes, but it was not as dramatic as one might have hoped, considering all the detailed build-up.

I suppose this is another example of well-formulated characters in an interesting plot with decent potential but not ideal editing. Not a total loss, but you may find yourself counting the pages you have left, as I did periodically.